Battle On

Hey guys.  I thought I would be further along on this website by now but I keep getting knocked off my little, awesome, so-called workout bench!  Holy Shit, I have been in a horrible spot.  I have been extremely busy and fighting some major battles.  I need to say thank you to my friends who understand and have helped me every inch of the way.  They have reminded me that I do know what I'm doing, that I can be happy in my current skin and life! So, my question is why do we listen to others when they really have no idea? I get paid to work out.  I get paid to eat healthy.  I get paid to research the leading fitness trends.  I get paid to help you find your healthy lifestyle.  I am studying Sports Nutrition.  I get asked at least 5 times a day why I'm eating what I am.  "You aren't eating enough." "Why are you eating so healthy?" Because I fucking want too.

Newest battle: Dislocated knee cap with "highly damaged" cartilage.  Yay me.  Hows does a fitness instructor/personal trainer handle not being on her knee for 6-8 weeks?  No seriously, I need the answer.  This is one of my worst fears with my career.  Did I mention the pain associated with it?  It hurts.  I did get my so called semi permanent brace that nicely holds my knee cap in place.  Let's just push something out of place and make it stay in place with a way too tight piece of fabric and metal rod.  That sounds like a great plan.

So, I have no choice but to continue on and try my best.  All while my stupid knee cap is feeling like rainbows and lollipops.  I know what I'm doing.  I know how to eat.  Eating spinach for breakfast is ok.  Everything is going to be ok.



Here's to another massive hurdle to climb that I will get up.